Surrender is not a solution, despise life is an insult to those who gave it to you. You, Laura, you can be a light in the lives of other people simply with a smile, a caress, a kind word. If you turn off you always ask yourself how many people condemn the dark? You are depressed because they do not love you and issues that you love someone else, but life inside you and the future in your hands are worthy of your immense love. You love yourself to get out of depression and then illuminate the lives of others.